1) I am still sad that some people did not wish me happy birthday. Some people that I really miss in my life and that I actually thought I would keep in touch with, even though we never see each other anymore. I know this can be on of those " I was not on facebook the day of your birthday and forgot!" incident. But it does not matter. I remembered their birthday. You guys who know me, know that I love birthdays! It's the best day in the year, only shared with diabetes day.
2)And, I feel I'm stuck somewhere, stuck somewhere, stuck between me and you... I love my job and I'm happy with it, but right now, I have no energy to do what I really love; MUSIC. I am up all night and sleeping all day, and that takes its toll... I see people going so far, and here I am doing nothing but working.
3)I am also tired of being disappointed in people. I think I have to high expectations?! Oh, well, what do I know. I haven't slept in ages and have been serving beer to stag parties all night. Working in a bar should really teach me not to get so drunk, because when I see how people behave whilst drunk, I do not like it! And last but not least, WHERE IS MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR??? I've been waiting ages. Done with the self pitying for tonight! Xxx
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