A mess!

I'm so tired of my economy getting f%)$# up when I go back to Norway. I put money in my english bank account before I went back to Norway so that I could afford all my bills when I'm away. I get my BT bill today and pay it, but no, I've been fooled for ages. I've been paying 34 pounds every month as they told me to. But I now see I owe 160 pounds! I don't have 160 pounds. I don't have anything. Nothing! I am crying at this moment, and do not know what to do. Maybe I should settle with an office job, get a steady income and move back to Trondheim forever?! Oh, Lord!