Hot and cold, yes and no!

I am struggeling so hard (SO HARD!) not being jealous on my friends that partied with Pussycat Dolls, Coldplay etc yesterday after the EMA. I do not like the feeling of jealousy, and I try my best! It's frigging difficult. They had a great time, so I am happy for them. Anyways, I didn't get a ticket, so I am wondering what the purpose of that was. I must have great things coming for me! Amanda, my dear sister is here, and I am having a great time with her! Yesterday we went shopping, and I don't have money, but I use them anyway. Amanda; you will get them back ;D I've got a tutorial soon, hopefully it will help me start my dissertation soon. Tonight I think we are going out. It will be fun. Adios, bitches!