alle sier at man må tilbake til normalen. så fort som mulig. verden må gå videre. for meg har den stoppet opp. jeg blir redd når jeg selv en sjelden gang glimter til å smiler. jeg har jo ikke lov til det. du er borte. jeg lurer på når den smerten som opptar hele meg løsner opp og sakte men sikkert forsvinner. jeg lurer på når jeg kan ta tak i de gode minnene å bare tenke på de med et smil om munnen uten å gråte.

faenfaenfaenfaenfaenfaenfaenfaen!

når blir det bedre?

det var en gang en mann...

...som brant for det han sto for, gjorde folk rundt seg glad og mang en gang irritert, som alltid hadde et lurt smil på lur og som alltid hadde noen gullkorn å komme med. denne mannen er borte. han finnes ikke mer. vi har mistet han. vi hører heltehistorier om han som reddet folk på utøya, fikk de i skjul før han gikk på gjerningsmannen, men måtte bøte med livet. sånn var du og vi hadde ingen tvil om at du hadde gjort alt du kunne for å hjelpe de rundt deg. jeg vil takke deg for det du var og jeg skal aldri glemme deg!

what's the story morning glory?

du er i utlandet. jeg hører det på ringetonen. det er skikkelig pinglete av deg å stikke av nå. NÅ. jævla drittmann. du er akkurat likedan som de andre drittmennene. rømmer, bare du får en finger opp i rompa!

kiss.

new lipstick. i'm gonna try it on the boys this weekend. if i can find any...

heart.

back from roskilde with a whole bunch of memories, sunburns and a smile on my face. just 148 days left until they put tickets for next year out for sale.

blue summer.

new nail polish. new tattoo. new dress.

not sure about the nails, though... what do you think?
xxx

when things get heavy...

...i'm planning my next one.

getting ready.

roskilde tickets-check
flight tickets to roskilde-check
we are almost as ready as you can be.

ink not mink.

i'm in pain.

two new things makes my heart sing.

I'm back. My blog has been down for a while, but I figured out what was wrong and fixed it! Sooo, since last time, I've had a tattoo (not completely finished yet) bought new shades, had sushi in the sun, a photo shoot, celebrated EUROVISION and Norway day and worked allot!

Now that my blog is working again, I'll be better. I promise.

Roger Waters in Stockholm!

Nuff said.
Xxx

Friday I'm in love

Just wanted to say hi and goodbye. I'm going to my second job for the day. This time at Fru Lundgreen. I'll be behind the bar serving you nice drinks ;) Have a great friday in the sun!
Xxx

I really want you to be happy, but it's hard!

Hi there, my lovely readers (if there's any left)
I've started a new life. I've quit shotting alcohol, began jogging, started working at an animal shelter and I am enjoying life more. It feels good. I am excited about May, which will bring loads of good things and adventures. Listed in random order: Roger Waters concert in Stockholm with dad, Gallows concert with Stine and Tove, EUROVISION party at mine, 1st of May and NORWAY DAY! I'm happy to have so many good people in my life and to have gotten rid of the bad influences.
Oh my god, I sound like a born again christian. Sorry!
Xxx

Spinning.

I'm djing at BRUKBAR in Trondheim tonight, and I'm excited and nervous. I've only done it once before, and it was FUNFUNFUN. We'll be playing a bit of schlagers from the 80's and other great stuff. Sooo, if you're in town-stop by for a pint and a dance

buttons.

I've been to the coolest shop in Trondheim today, which I've never been to before. It's a really awesome button shop. I could spend years in there. I bought three different kind, and I am in love. The purple and blue ones, I'm using on my coat, and the others I've got no idea where I'm using, but I just couldn't resist buying them. Sorry for bad pictures, but I can't seem to figure out my brand new phone...


P.S: Tomorrow is diabetes day!! Can't wait. (For those of you that don't know me, I've got diabetes, and each year on the anniversary I "celebrate". Mostly just an excuse to have a party, but also to tell myself I'm doing good with handling this shit!)

new.

I bought these beautiful earrings today. I love the colour, the sparkle, the shape and that I can't feel it when I wear them. Bargain! Bought at BIKBOK. Xxx

I'll follow you

Chills.

Sometimes the fastest way to get there is to go slow.

Hi,
I can finally look at a screen without cringing and wanting to shrivel up and die. I've had a concussion, and I am telling you, it feels like you're dying. This week has been horrible, but now I'm back, and I've made up for the past week, I'll tell you. I've been browsing Urban Outfitters for shoes and clothes, and I've found some awesome stuff that I can't wait to wear. Have a look:


Found one at asos.com aswell:


Ah, it feels FAB to be alive again!
Love yous.
Xxx