I'm sinking slowly

I'm tired of hiding what I really feel, and to feel bad for feeling it. I wish I had some guts, and that I'd stayed in Liverpool. I build myself up, and before I know it, I'm back where I started. I've never felt more lonely and I feel I'm on standby. Summer is here, and I feel like winter. Cold and pale.

I feel better now.

NORWAY DAY.

I've had fun today, celebrating Norway. I've been in Liverpool the last three times, so it was fun to be back. I've been a little hung over from last night, but survived the music and the crazy kids. I think I'll go to bed now.